so far so….good?

i need to get out of here.
i feel so stagnant and suffocated.
things change, people change,
and i’m so stupid as to think that life would stay the way it was.
so stupid as to think that life would remain good the way it was.

i need to get out of here.

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i really should learn to chill the fuck out (:

on a lighter note, i went to miri on wednesday :D

pre-departure from the house..we were already about half an hour behind schedule, but whatever. miri will still be there regardless (:

my juice for the journey: iced milo…which ran out before we even reached tutong -__-;;

i think we were already in belait at this time..it bothered me somewhat how close those “burned” trees are to the road..because it would be well creepy to drive right next to trees in flames ><

we’re actually very cheesy..it’s just that no one really knows.

so depressing..yet it looks interesting.

and we found my brother’s shades in the car..and i found them almost comically big. please excuse my jaw; i don’t know exactly what i was doing, haha.

[we actually didn't take many pictures while in miri..so i'll just skip over to what i bought :D]

more special polishes!!

more stamps!!!

and my first batch of nail stickers! and lookit! they’re made in korea!! *jumps*

i think since the holidays started, i’ve started being bothered about my nails so yeah..that’s why all the nail stuff XD

i don’t know what it was about these hair ties, but i just really wanted them..so i bought a pack of 4 and i broke one already because..i put it around my wrist and started to play around with it..and then it broke..so i’m being really careful with the rest..because i think they’re really cute :D

well that’s that for now..this was actually kind of tiring, haha. malas much?

inside, outside, upside, downside!

GUH. i’m so sick of being so emo for absolutely no reason, so today! that will all stop! i have too many things to be grateful for, so many things to enjoy in life, i refuse to spend waste another minute of my life on such trivial, nonsensical, and probably non-existent so-called “problems” or “issues”.

haha, i’m so mad at myself i’m starting to think i’m totally silly, but away with that!

i hope you’re happy that i’m happy :D

i’ve nothing much to say and no pictures to put up because my camera is..sick? yes, sick. poo.

i’ll be back once something remotely exciting comes up. until then, bye~

it just is.

i really don’t know.

sometimes i think that life is good enough that i wouldn’t want anything to change

then sometimes it seems like life has gotten so estranged that i wish i had a different life altogether.

at times, i feel ungrateful because i’m given the chance to live

yet at times it doesn’t feel worthwhile because

i don’t really know

if i’m happy at all.