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my bright smiles,
my carefree laughter,
my painless stories,
my innocent words,
my recent actions,
make me the greatest liar of all.

i have some things to say to…

you. why did you give me the wrong idea? why did you make yourself someone more special than you should be in my eyes? i try to think of you like everybody else and i do that just fine until you come around. if i come off as mean, it’s because i’m trying to do the right thing. the things i want to say to you, the way i want to treat you and the way i want you to treat me; it’s all wrong.

you. get over it. i don’t care. no one cares. it’s life. deal with it. everyone lives it and everyone gets by. why can’t you? everytime you speak, i try not to listen because your words just annoy me. i don’t like the way you react when certain things are said or when certain things happen. i just don’t like it. what i hate the most, though, is how you justify yourself. it’s stupid. stop it.

you. i wish you’d stop meaning something to me. i wish that everytime i saw you, nothing would happen. i wish that everytime i thought about you, nothing would hurt. i wish i never saw you as a great guy.

you. why can’t you be just like everyone else? why can’t you be like how you were when i met you? i miss you.

and if you think this is about you, you’re probably very wrong. my world does not revolve around my problems with you, so you can chill ^^